JE M'ÉCOEURE

JE M'ÉCOEURE

I want a texting buddy. Someone who is on the same wave length as me. Someone who is depressed, has an ED and is a self injurer. I just need someone to talk to who understands. I need someone to confide in.

Send me a message if you’re interested

i want to cut i want to cut i want to cut i want to cut i want to cut i want to cut i want to cut i want to cut i want to cut

but i don’t want to disappoint my boyfriend.

I’m repulsive.

(Source: i-amwho-i-am, via silentwishes-)

(via silentwishes-)

I can’t stop thinking about what it would be like to kill myself. This isn’t normal.

All I can ever think about is how fat I feel ugh

(Source: thesearetheprettiest-bones, via weightlessmess)

32939) I hate being full.

(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders, via d0uble-digits)

I feel so horrendously ugly

(Source: stairmastertoheaven, via icanmakeyourgirlscreammyname)

This is a thinspiration/ED support blog.

-Briana
-20 years old
-Taken by the most amazing man in my life
-Odinist
-Vegetarian

EDNOS
Height: 5'3"
Current Weight: 120lbs
Highest Weight: 175lbs
Lowest Weight: 115lbs
~~Goal Weight 1: 120lbs~~
~~Goal Weight 2: 115lbs~~
Goal Weight 3: 110lbs
Goal Weight 4: 105lbs

"We are relentless, judgmental with ourselves, and forgiving to others. We never want to be as passive-aggressive as our mothers, never want to marry men as uninspired as our fathers. We carry the old world of guilt- center of families, keepers of relationships, caretaker of friends- with the new world of control/ambition- rich, independent, powerful. We are the daughters of feminists who said “You can be anything”, and we heard “You have to be everything.” We must get A’s. We must make money. We must save the world. We must be thin. We must be unflappable. We must be beautiful. We are the anorectics, the bulimics, the over-exercisers, the over eaters. We must be perfect. We must make it look effortless. We grow hungrier and hungrier with no clue what we are hungry for. The holes inside us grow bigger and bigger."